I have a lot to tell you. And it's all bad...I ate way too much and I drank too much..
Everything went wrong. I had a doctors appointment and I didn't know that they needed to know my weight. I told them not to tell me how much it was, but they wrote it on the paper I got so I saw it anyways. And it's so much, it's 58 kgs. I knew it was over 55 and I was scared that it might be over 60. Thank god it wasn't 60 kilos. I have a lot of hard work ahead of me. First I have to get below 55.
In other news my mom has lost over 15 kilos in a very short time. She's weighs less than me and I'm getting so worried...I've told her not to try and lose more weight. And she hasn't denied trying to lose weight. I can't believe that my mom could actually be having problems with eating. It doesn't make any sense. It freaks me out. My mom should be worried about me not the other way around. I don't know what to do...She has a history of serious depression, she's even been treated in a hospital for that reason, so I guess she's still sensitive to that kind of stuff. Plus she's having an affair. It's so not like her.
I'm confused...
I have to go now, I'll tell you more later.
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You need to sit your mom down and tell her that you want your mom back. Ask her to go talk to someone, and tell her you're there for her, and that you'll never judge her and love her no matter what. Adults still fall apart, and sometimes, the kids can only watch on in shock, before realizing that they have to step up and act like the parent sometimes.
ReplyDeleteOn another note, we're about the same weight right now, but I do believe you're taller than me, so you're still probably a million times thinner.
I wish you the best of luck, and be safe and strong, ok? Good luck with your mom, and I hope things go well, baby ♥
Snap same weight, I know I know I know. 55 is a must, isn't it. ACHH
ReplyDeleteI totally agree with prettywreck.
Vent your pretty little heart out to us, it might make it easier to breathe. It cant be easy worrying so much about her, and you have much to handle as it was
so vent little lovely, we are all eyes if you need us xxx
I am so so sorry, my dear. My mom went through this midlife crisis thing after her last divorce and lost weight quickly too. She did all these other crazy things as well and it was me being worried about her instead of her seeing that I needed help.
ReplyDeleteThe only advice I can give you is to just let her know that you are there for her. It's not fair that you have to be the strong one, but if she just knows you are there and you don't judge her, it will help. You could try spending some quality time with her or letting her know that she's beautiful. Sometimes moms don't feel beautiful.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Let me know if you need anything at all.
xoxo,
b.
Oh wow. I'm sorry that things have been like this. It's really not fair. Hopefully things start to look up. I can't offer much advice with your mum - I can't really identify. I guess you just have to let her know that you're there for her, you know?
ReplyDeleteStay strong. <3
Mid-life crisis for your mother? I'm so sorry... I just finished reading your blog. I can't wait to hear more.
ReplyDeleteOh my gosh, I feel so bad for you. I can't imagine what it's like to watch your mom go through that, especially having an affair. I hope things get better and I hope you can lose your weight.
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