Empty

What a beautiful morning. I went to sleep last night with an empty stomach. No late night binges, nothing. Just brushed my teeth and that's all. This morning I woke up feeling so good about yesterday that I didn't want to ruin it by having breakfast. So I just had a big cup of coffee.

Now I feel like I'm about to pass out. But I'm just gonna take it easy and let my body get used to starving again. It's been a while.

I figured since I'm at my hungriest late afternoon and in the evening that I should probably go somewhere, do something so that I don't have to sit around and think about whether I should eat something or not. So I'm gonna hang out with a friend later and I know we have loads to talk about and I'm pretty sure that we're only gonna get coffee.

I'm gonna tell dad that we're gonna eat out, I don't want him to get suspicious or anything. Although he's watched me eat pretty normally for the past couple of months so I don't think he'll get worried anytime soon. But just in case...

I hurt my arm pretty badly yesterday, for doing too many push-ups I suppose. I've done about a hundred every day for two weeks now. Yesterday I did more than that and my left arm wasn't happy about it, so no push-ups today I guess. Gotta let it rest. I have to say that doing push-ups has really made a huge difference in my arms. So hopefully the pain goes away soon enough.

And by the way about the school. It's a kosmetologist school so I'll be a kosmetologist, but also a make up artist in two years. It's what I've wanted to do for a long time and I finally got into the right kind of school. It's a pretty intense two years. Not many holidays and the days are long, like 8 to 10 hours. The school doesn't provide lunch or anything which is actually great. Means that I don't have time to eat anything all day. Except in the evenings of course.

Now I'm gonna take a long hot shower and spend a couple of hours getting myself ready and try to avoid all food which shouldn't be too hard concidering there's nothing in the house to eat.