Thanks guys for all the comments.
I'm hoping that even if it does get harder, which hasn't happened yet, but will most likely happen at some point, that I'll be able to remember this feeling and maybe that'll be enough to keep me motivated through those hard times.
Today I had a small apple for breakfast, which felt weird and to be honest made me feel a bit sick. So from now on I'll just have my coffee. I'm not sure that coffee's the best option though when you're almost fasting (I didn't think that I was fasting or anywhere near that but I've hardly eaten anything this week. A few small bananas. I think this is close to fasting) because every time I drink coffee, it's lovely, but it's quite hard on an empty stomach. It goes through the system and leaves you're body feeling like it hasn't seen food in months. This is so hard to explain, but coffee on an empty stomach feels weird, but I like it.
I have to say that I personally don't like having anything that makes feel full when I'm doing well. But having tea, coffee or hot coco makes you feel full for a while, but then you know that it's gonna go away and leave you empty again. That's what I love about coffee. And it even speeds up the metabolism. I don't think that I'd be doing this well without coffee.
It's friday tomorrow and I was invited to a farewell party. Which means drinking. Which means a hangover and that'll be the ultimate test for me. I eat so much when I'm hungover. And I eat things that I never eat unless I'm hungover. Bread, cheese, junk...So the weekend's gonna be hard. I actually might be drinking tomorrow as well, but we'll see.
Have to stay focused!
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I feel the same way about coffee. It's my best friend on days when I'm foodless.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the hangover munchies. :)
do you have any energy? i am just wondering because it has been so long since i ate that little and im paranoid i wont be able to concentrate on my work!! xxxxx
ReplyDeleteaah, i love coffee too. couldn't live without it. i have trouble with eating before drinking not after, because alcohol and an empty stomach usually make me very drunk and very sick very fast :) good luck with your weekend. i always find weekends the hardest.
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Coffee is so great :) It's an Ana's best friend! I know you can stay strong this weekend. Just remember how much you love the feeling of emptiness and control you have right now, and you can do it! xoxo
ReplyDeleteI drink dark roast coffee. I love it's richer and smoother aroma, it's also less stressing for your stomach than the usual piss that most of the Finns so oddly enjoy. Yuck!
ReplyDeleteDark roast! Try it out<3
Good luck with your party/hangover!
ReplyDeleteI too eat shit when I'm hungover, and if you figure a way around that, let me know!