Back home

I know I've been gone for a long time and there's no specific reason for it. I just haven't been home much after our trip to London, which was amazing by the way...

I've been at mom's and since the computer over there is used by many people, blogging there is pretty much impossible. Anyways, now I'm back home and will hopefully be blogging regularly again.

My summer's been a total mess. Some days have been great and others not that great at all. I feel like when I finally got one thing in my life right (getting into the school I wanted) everything else went wrong. I wasn't expecting that everything in my life would turn amazing all of a sudden, but I didn't expect everything to fall apart either. So now I'm trying to get things together and in the middle of that I see myself seriously wanting to lose weight again. It's not just wanting to but an actual desire which I've waited for. To me that kind of passion is necessary or I know I'll fail.

I also finally got the permission to start working out again. And I already feel the difference. I've been running a lot. I really missed running.

So weight loss wise things are finally looking good. I have a long way to go, but now I can at least say that I'm on my way. I have no idea about my weight at the moment. The scale and I haven't been too close lately. Ha ha. I wonder why...But as soon as I get the courage to weigh in I'll let you know how bad the situation is, I'm thinking 58 kilos? Maybe even more...

Today I've had a banana and a few cups of coffee. It's 7:30 pm and I feel alright. This is what every day should be like.

I have a lot of catching up to do on everyone's blogs. So better get to it.