BBQ

Oh, wow! I never imagined I would ever reach almost 200 followers when I started this blog. That's just so amazing. 194 of you reading this blog, that's just wow. Thank you. It deifinitely pushes me to be more creative with my blog and I try to post more, but I'm sure many of you understand that it's easier said than done with everything else going on.

Today we're having a barbeque for my dad's birthday. We already had breakfast together and I had two small pieces of bread, which I'm not happy about, but I had to eat something. Barbeques are difficult. There's always a lot of food, a lot of choices and I usually end up eating everything although I usually have a plan at first. But like always I'm gonna try not to eat anything I'm really gonna regret. And I've noticed that I tend to ask myself "If this was me a year ago would I eat this?" and the answer is usually no. So it works, because right now all I want is to get back to the diet I had last summer.

This is the first official day of summer for us although I haven't been to school or anything, but my sister got her report card today and her summer holiday started today. I have no idea what I'm gonna do this summer. I'm going to London in two weeks with my best friend. But I have no other plans so far.

I have some really bad news by the way. I called the hospital last week and asked about my doctor's apoointment. And they told me that they have rescheduled all post surgery controls, because there are so many back operations during the summer. So I have to wait until 27th of july. Of course I asked if I could start to exercise before that but said I should wait till I hear what the doctor has to say. There gonna take some x-rays and stuff aswell. The phone call obviously made me very upset and I tryed not to cry on the phone. But there's not much I can do. Just gotta deal with it and keep in mind how imortant it is to keep the calories as low as possible because there's no way to burn the extra off.

I'm gonna be at mom's for the next two days, but I'll be back next week. Now I'm off to take a shower and then I gotta make a grocery list for the barbeque. Wish me luck!